tuesday blues

needing
to print a family picture. but can i find one that i like? not a chance of it :|

feeling
ridiculously exhausted/depleted/worn down/emotionally bankrupt :|

missing
my camera. what's the point in getting up in the morning if you can't take pretty pictures...? exactly :(

thinking
i need a datenight with Sam - it's been forever and ever

wishing
Danny would feel better already - he's floppy and flushed and 100 degrees. this week he is going to art camp which he loves, but i feel so anxious and guilty handing him over (does this parenting thing ever ever ever get easier...?)

recovering
from having kale/apple/carrot/spinach/ginger juice for lunch. in hindsight... given that it contained all those awful raw veggies... i guess it wasn't that horrible... sigh

pondering
if $444 is really too much to spend on that juicer/blender thingie at Costco... especially since i despise countertop appliances with a passion and don't even own a coffee maker for that reason. and i don't really like the juice either.... double sigh

needing
a vacation. and by vacation i mean a trip to a beautiful place that lasts longer than one night. that requires the actual unpacking of clothes and the actual setting out of toiletries. that is quiet and comfortable and has enough beds that we don't need to share with a small child. on a quiet beach that we can listen to at night. under a midnight blue starry sky :)

watching
that boring Ryan and Tatum show to see if Tatum O'Neal is actually mean in real life, like she was when she played the psychomom who made Carrie leave her shoes outside, resulting in their theft in Sex and the City (it's been over 7 years... clearly i just can't forgive and forget... Mikhail Baryshnikov either - i'm sure he's very nice in real life... but in my head, not so much ;) i am shocked that her house is so ordinary. and that i have probably driven by Ryan O'Neal's house a gazillion times... and that Ryan O'Neal didn't adopt BOTH the homeless dogs :( how could he send the nice big dog back???

suffering
from achey sunburned shoulders from rowing around Balboa's islands this weekend. but it was fun :) and we had a picnic :) and cold aloe spray from the fridge feels heavenly :)

Weasel

Megan (who loves to model:)


the big brothers