dreams, dresses and deformities

channeling
my inner first lady (oh how i love her hubbie) and wearing a dress to school drop-off today.  and a cardigan.  because i gave all the comfy clothes that feel like hugs to Good Will in a this-is-going-to-be-a-changing-day-in-your-life lapse of common sense ;) 

stressing
because i cannot walk today.  i just can't - i am sure even the doctor would give me a note, my feet look like the Mom from Honey Boo Boo's forklift foot today (which wasn't as nasty as i thought... what i want to see Aviva's half leg and Kim Zolziak's bald head) but to cancel it out, i can't eat and i have to do pilates 10,000 times and only eat stupid vegetables

wondering
what on earth the weird dream i had meant.  we were in NYC (that terrifying area by the heliports on W. 30th) with my Dad (which is so weird, because A.... i only dream in England and B.... he never flew anywhere ever, especially not in a helicopter!!)  anyway he saw a smoldering car and he parked right behind it to go and help the man inside.  i told him noooo!!!  people get sued for being nice here and we should call 911 and leave.  he was so upset and anxious and as we drove away the car burst into flames and man's head caved in.  sheesh.  suffice to say i woke up with a headache and a guilty conscience :|

kind of hating
Flipping Out last night.  i had to multitask and shop online and fix my cuticles too to make it to the end without deleting.  i hate Gage, he's like a boring, not-funny-ever Kenneth from 30 Rock.  and i don't like his hair either.  and Jeff just seemed boring and not bitchy at all which is NO GOOD!  also i miss Jett (who was so cute, like John Travolta)  they did go to El Coyote from my Manson murder tour though....

totally hating
putting pictures on blogspot.  it is like soooo hard to do now.  so pictures will just have to be a facebook thing because i am not that smart at making the spacing all perfect and equal and it being imperfect and odd is giving me migraines

going
on a datenight tonight.  and i don't even care where, but it should have no children whatsoever.  so McDonalds and Ruby's are out of the question ;) 

off to school... back later xoxo