John Mayer, Shabby Chic and starvation

listening to
my latest guilty teenage pleasure: Taylor Swift ;)  i absolutely hate John Mayer even though i have no clue who he is :|  but i can tell he's a total douchebag bonesmoker, undeserving of someone as sweet as her :) (i always take the girl's side - always!!)

not eating
today.  yesterday was a bad day in my dieting world :(  i wrote it all down on 'lose it' so it will NEVER EVER happen again :|

wanting to
walk to the beach... and hopefully lose 10 pounds in the process:)

hating
those dumb Shabby Chic sheets - they should be called Shabby Cheap.  i think my skin is just too sensitive for horribly low thread count, itchy, scratchy sheets :(  but they're very pretty... sigh

needing to
make the dumb stupid Christmas card.  blah blah blah blah blah

craving
a toasted burnt raisin portugese english muffin with copiously sprayed on butter (please don't tell me spray on butter causes cancer because i don't care....)  they are 130 calories - maybe if i cut it into eighths i can fool myself into thinking it's an entire day's worth of food...? 

off to make coffee and tell myself it's filling and nutritious - if i could figure out the DVD player i'd do pilates... but thankfully i can't work it ;) xoxox