oooops...

i did it again :|

i don't know what possesses me to keep on trying. but i spent another tedious morning poring over mindless dull websites, measuring, melting and mixing - nose pressed against the oven door, watching my latest batch of 'deeply fudgey brownies' bake...

i ate one straight from the oven, as it is mandatory for us professional chefs to taste our wares... soooooo not fudgey. but rest assured, swore the recipe, once cooled they would be SO decadently fudgey you would only be able to eat a teeny one, or risk certain "death by chocolate" (eye roll). i fanned and blew on the next brownie furiously til it was not hot, but still kind of warm = still only somewhat fudgey and definitely not deeply. whatever!! watched a intensely boring episode of Dr Phil and vacuumed the car and returned = S-T-I-L-L not deeply fudgey! sigh. AND i had eaten three! i give up. i blame the oven (and GWB... because i only have 40 more days to blame everything on him!!!!!)

on my walk last week i saw my entire date of birth - year too - etched into the sidewalk. i didn't give it a second thought at the time as it was raining and i had just 25 minutes left to walk the remaining 4 miles to school (ie, not enough time to dilly dally over sidewalk art). now i can't find it! i have looked and looked and looked but can i find it? no! i wonder if it was just a figment of my overactive imagination? or a hallucination caused by walking too fast? a rainy day illusion?

today i ordered hanna andersson pjs for the boys. one pair red and one pair green. then i changed my mind and Xed out the order. then i ordered them again in red and red. then i chickened out. and i ordered some more in green and red or was it red and green. anyway i am not sure what Hanna will make of the mess but if they show up, it will be a suprise to see what i actually ordered:)

yay. youtube is back. and not a moment too soon!

must log out. yahoo messenger is on the blink and i can't live without it. back later