stuff

bought
soooo many groceries this weekend that our entire 168 square feet of pantry and both freezers are full to bursting. i feel like a hamster ready to hiberate, but instead it's Sam's party this weekend hence the overstock of icecream, cheese puffs, caprisun and hamburger meat :)

ate
4 smore goldfish and one 97% fat free hot dog yesterday and lost 1.5 pounds this morning... now that's what i'm talkin about, willis!

watched
bridezillas all day sunday (twas a busy day around here PLUS i felt very sick and dizzy... then in stark contrast yesterday was soooo busy i didn't even blog: ) while i admit to loving bridezillas for all the very wrongest of reasons... i have to wonder what in the hell possesses women to act this way???! it's true, i never planned and dreamt of my wedding since i was six and do tend to consider weddings/showers, etc as subcutaneous and laaaame, but what on earth makes women think they can act that way??? one woman smashed her flowers and cake because she changed her mind about them... and one had TWO dresses already and wanted a third dress??? this is why calling your little girl a princess is a very very very bad idea in the long run...

listened
to Ben by MJ last night for the first time since he died and cried and cried and cried. as my wise little boys remind me frequently, Ben was needed in heaven to be MJ's pet (they are cute) but i miss him sooooo much here :(

torn
in two over which babyrat to get, they are both absolutely adorable. i love the grey dumbo, but i looooove the little black mole one too. black is so in this year.... but the grey one has big ears.... oh gawd this is sooooo hard!!!! (bursts into tears)

seriously they didn't photoshop out the poop??? that bugs me on Dumbo's behalf :



the boys yesterday


before the blackberry incident (in my twirly girly dress!!)

after........

please note that Caladryl is NOT GOOD AT ALL on big huge scratches, maybe it's Benadryl that is? sigh.....