oh em gee!!

i have been obsessively F5ing the video games section of craiglook for what feels like months searching for the Beatles Rock Band entire band kit since it's completely hopelessly VHTF for wii people. now i have found it :| right here in sunny Southern California :| (and i was willing to drive as far as South Carolina to pick it up...)

but suddenly i wonder... do i really really NEED it? i mean i know i want it... but is it shallow and lame to fork out a bunch of money for a fake guitar because it looks like a hofner bass? of course i want it!!! drums sound fun, right? i want blisters on my fingers too!! i want to throw down my hofner and take over the drums during the 'carry that weight' drum solo.... but i am suddenly consumed with second thoughts about the whole major commitment of plastic crap that makes the house look like one of those houses you see on Wife Swap with uncirculated air, closed blinds and pasty inhabitants with Boo Radley eyes who eat swanson tv dinners and have laundry piled up on their dining table... i don't want to be that person!! but i want that game!!!

what to do....? hope it's sold already so i can stop turning it over in my head...? if it isn't sold, it's meant to be, right?! and i will just make a rule to always always keep the windows and blinds open :)

sigh - i am sadly addicted to cornflake cakes. i am sure they are healthy, right? they are just chocolate chips melted with cornflakes.... how many calories can that possibly be? i really do regret having them for breakfast though... that wasn't smart as now the whole day is in ruins and i will eat horribly all day :(

off to Yorba Linda this morning - they don't call it the land of gracious living without good reason.... and their Michaels had BETTER have my "EZ display kid art frames" :|