lamenting
how absolutely impossible the white house 3D jigsaw puzzle is that i got Sam for his birthday. it says '5 years'... clearly meaning it is going to take 5 years to put together :|

hoping
Teddy the rat is going to be ok... his face looks swollen and sore and i am worried about my sweet rattie boy :(

feeling
super jetlagged... getting up at 4:32am to google 'swollen rat face' and 'loco moco' will do that to you i guess (yes i wanted rice and gravy with a fried egg (no burger) on top at 4:32am... starvation diets will do that to you, also)

walking
back to Walgreens with my $2.99 in my hand for the white nail pencil thingie today... i hope the crime scene tape is gone :)

hoping
Danny doesn't get all shy and bashful after school today - he is going home with his new friend in his new friend's car :)

not looking forward to
back to school night... am i the only person who really really dreads stuff like that? firstly it clearly says 'absolutely no kids' all over the flyer - but last year we were the only parents there without kids... plus the school waits two weeks till we've all figured out, by trial and error, everything we need to know for being back in school... i just don't see the point :|

wishing
when i finally get the courage to say 'no' to someone, they didn't try to bend over backwards to change my mind... i am a ball of indecisiveness with the disease to please at the best of times and i really just need 'no' to be my final answer, with no further negotiations, tweaking of the terms or sweetening the deal allowed :| arghhhhhhh!!!!!!

wondering
how terrible a stick of butter in place of yogurt in the no pudge brownie mix is... because having nibbled on the very corner of those no pudge brownies (grossly underbaked and refridgerated for increased fudginess), they're pretty dense and fudgy and they don't taste non-pudgy at all :)

going
to school... back later xoxox