wondering
what on earth happened to 30 Rock... i always got it confused with '3rd rock from the sun' (because the names are, like, SOOO similar;) so i wouldn't/couldn't watch it. then when i did watch it after Aaron swore blind it was a completely different show, i loved it. now... oh gawd it just SUCKS!!! it reminds me of that last episode of Seinfeld which was so bad i was actually glad it was ending, because it was sooooooo completely, embarrassingly lame :(
needing
raisins - the yellow ones, and a few brown ones - to make scones :) they are all gone and it's the end of the world.... but not for my diet... i really shouldn't make more... (bad thought bubble: but they are so good!) i should not make the scones. (bad thought bubble: but i am going to!! :)
missing
as in really really really missing Mrs Kay (and her energy/calm all at in the same moment) maybe i can just coincidentally be at the park she goes to, at 10:50am today, and bump into her :)
hoping for (ok not really hoping for, but desperately needing....)
a really long walk today - it's been 4 days and it's time to get back on track (begrudgingly) grumble grumble mutter expletive (why do people like exercise???! what is WRONG with them??! i only like the minty shower and bravo show at the end....)
noticing
since a certain friend mentioned it last week, that certain friendships are just way too much work and are entirely self driven and exhausting... and if you don't make all the effort, you get complete silence from the other side :|
also realizing
that after almost a year of the boys having little to no relationship with family here, i feel much less guilt about wanting to move away, and be 3000 miles closer to my own family. the boys losing their connection with family here was the only thing making me second guess the whole Cape Cod thing in the first place. i was very very close to my grandparents till the day they died, and realize now how lucky i was to have their love, kindness and acceptance for so long
off to play bug bingo. and play some very exciting sight word games :) and read a few very lame sight words books about cats who sat and pigs who jig :) then walk. and buy raisins :) and then make scones. and be happy and complete again xoxoxox
What I read in November 2020
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It’s almost the end of the year! The kids are going to be done with school
any day now, I am so excited. That means my book reading will go down
signific...
I have a friend like that. I did an experiment once to see how long it would take for her to contact me if I went off the radar. I heard nothing from her, not a sausage, for six whole weeks then I caved in and rang her.
ReplyDeleteHonestly, I could have been lying dead, stinking up the apartment for all she knew. But.... you know what, I love her, and I know she's busy, and I guess that's always been my role - the contacter rather than the contactee, so I don't mind really.
oh man...I'm so sorry I haven't been in better contact...but I was in a wreck and such....and well....yeah. I suck.
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