Massachusetts

feeling 
homesick for a place i have never lived before.  how is that even possible....?   it just feels like home there, more like home than England does and exactly where my feet need to be planted so our little family can grow and bloom

pleading
with whoever is in charge of our fate - please please please make us be there before Fall is completely over... i've never ever seen Fall in New England and i hear it's pretty magical 

hoping
it's not as cold as people say in Massachusetts.  because i'm kind of scared of that part.....  and snow too, surely it doesn't snow that much...?  and surely snow tires make all the difference?  and surely snow shoveling is exactly why we have two sons....? 

wishing
the people who just came to see the house would just make an offer and we could move and live happily ever after in a perfect little Cape with somewhat weather beaten shingles, and a distressed picket fence and overgrown hydrangea bushes.  because that sounds like heaven :)

wondering
if we will find a super nice vet there to replace our super nice vet here... and if i will get sick of the Christmas Tree Shop like Aaron says i will ... and if spending weekends at Nauset Beach will ever ever ever get old... and if my boys will pleeeeeeeeease get that adorable Boston accent... so many sleepless nights of wonderings

going
to get more coffee and cuddle up with the hubbie... today has been way too long and exhausting and just a little bit teary too xoxo