Tuesday, October 09, 2012

latest dilemna

keep the 11 year old Honda Accord and hope it gets to MA in one piece, fastened to the back of a RV/moving truck/minivan.....

or get rid of it because we technically only need one car at first, and it's long overdue for replacement...

but i guess not really because it has super low miles and has hardly even been driven for the past 5 years...

and it's been a trusted sidekick that has never let us down....

and i would cry if we sold it..... because i cry about ridiculous things like that :|

but the gas alone would be at least $1000 if we drove it there....

and it's probably only worth $1000... sigh

and it would make someone who needs a safe reliable car soooo happy!!!!

because it's pretty nice for 11, and still sooooo clean and lovely inside with fake walnut trim and a fancy sunroof and everything works perfectly!

but it's really not very shiny and new smelling anymore....

and honestly who in their right mind wants to drive a car without a bluetooth steering wheel 3033 miles across America...

and i really really want to be part of that awesome adventure in the RV with cats and dogs and kids and songs and easy cheese and pita crackers.... we could even lie down while we are driving and sleep in that bed over the cab!!! (but hopefully not have to do any emergency stops....)

grrrrr!!!!  but i STILL have to drive the dumb minivan because it's too heavy to tow...

oh em gee my head is officially ready to explode :|  argggghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!

in other news, the purging of stuff is getting more and more heartbreaking.  i gave away all my beloved but raggedy Pottery Barn quilts this weekend and today the clothes i got married in.  and also the dining table went to a new home - and it was a broken home :(  seeing that divorced Dad piecing together mismatched furniture from our garage just about broke my heart.  so so so sad...  maybe i am too sensitive (ya think...?!)  but anyway, i'm so sad and headachey that i'm having McDonalds french fries for dinner and i don't even care about the calories or nutritional content (or lack thereof).  must be much much nicer to Aaron and roll my eyes less -  i don't want to become that poor split up family living with ugly furniture, probably in an apartment... MUST MUST MUST be nicer to the hubbie and say please and thank you more and curse less and smile more and hug him for no reason and share my Freddo Frogs with him ;) xoxox


i'll miss the fort......

and the table and the shafts of afternoon light.....


 

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