thinking....
it's the kind of moody blue night that only piano ballads and minty hot chocolate and a stargazing trip to the most beautiful shining silver beach could ever hope to soothe... stupid dump selfish people who bought our house today... i'm cranking up the Barry Manilow and staring at the stars till it all makes some kind of sense (if ever - luckily he has a large discography of piano ballads, and Cape Cod has the starriest sky you'll ever see (really truly stunning) and we have big travel mugs to keep us warm ;)

wanting.....
to see Barry on Broadway. but NOT shake his hand (ahem).  Melissa?????  it's our birthdays and he does write the songs that make the young girls cry... and i am SURE Brian Culbertson will be there with his saxophone or trombone or whatever it was he was blowing that Valentine's night in L.A. ;)

wishing...
"i am stuck on a band aid and a band aid's stuck on me" would get out of my head.  even though my
finger is still hurt, i'm ripping off the goddamn band aid right here and now and stopping the insanity

missing....
ever so slightly the beach house (not the house) in California for a split micro second today of absofuckinglutely freezingness today...i bought more gloves today.  and another scarf.

loving....
the mexican leftovers for dinner - that's true love right back: Aaron tried them, gave the thumbs up and insisted i finish them because i loved them so much (omg sooooooooo good :)

loving....
that that same nice person recorded the Ides of March for me :) 

wondering...
if 'wet dream' is an appropriate expression to use with one's realtor?!  especially a nice lady realtor who looks like Auntie Pat....?

hating....
the iPhone 5 which is so picky to charge.  and i hate the new maps, and that lame 3D view crap.  and the new iTunes which just sucks donkey balls.  where did everything on the left go??????  and how do i make a playlist?!!  i never feel like making one until i can't...  please come back from the dead Steve Jobs - and i will NEVER roll my eyes ever again, i promise!!!!

needing....
to climb the wooden hill (oh my God, we finally have one!!)  back in the morning with a more bushy-tailed attitude (maybe, no promises)