feelings

feeling
sore here (bleeding fingers that never ever feel better) and sorer there (that bone under my big toe is suddenly much bigger..... ) and a little stabby.  OK a lot stabby.  a WHOLE LOT stabby - stand back :|

feeling
all kinds of angry and exasperated that when i plucked up the courage to ask at the gym about my ridiculously sore foot they suggested that maybe my shoes are too tight or i'm not used to walking..................?  oh gosh, well jeez, why hadn't i thought that. this is why my rule about never talking to the people at the gym exists.  seriously i hate people who say obvious lame things because they're just plain stupid 

feeling
like skipping the gym today.  and going shopping instead.

feeling
like the saddest, angriest, loathesome Smiths songs today.  how i miss Manchester.  take me home NOW.  and pleeeeeeease don't sit me next to any young families or overweight sweaty businessmen or European students with no personal space boundaries or interestingness

feeling
like a new lens.  and one day delivery.  i know tomorrow's Saturday.

feeling
like giving blood. you get a free movie ticket if you do.  how can i say no to that? a-n-d it makes you need to eat 600 calories.  that's like a guilt-free big block of chocolate DURING the money-free movie :) hmm, i wonder... can i give blood everyday?  every week....? 


feeling
like making my own jibbitz is waaaaay too much work.  i hate crafts.  they hurt my fingers. 

off to make something much more magical and hopefully soul-regenerating: Cadbury mini egg brownies (gasp!)